I am traveling from the East Coast to the West Coast. In the meanwhile. I will leave you with some random writing I did three months ago while I was in Portland.
I watched a lot of TV in Portland. First I made fun of the TV shows my aunt watched. Then I got sucked in…
I am SO jealous of John and Kate plus Eight. I’m jealous of them as a couple. I’m jealous of them having kids. I want kids! but the truth is, if I was in that mix, what I would really want is to be one of those kids. I’d be Aaden. I’m jealous of the kids! I would love to be one of those kids. We all get the life we get and I swing back and forth between realizing I’m really lucky because I’m not in a war zone and I’m healthy, and then to aknowleding that I had a really crappy childhood and that still affects me. I really admire John and Kate. They are so practical and unpretentious. I would want John’s role. I am not as organized as Kate. I would rather bathe the kids than cook. WAY more.
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